Andrew Gift, a Nigerian journalist working with BBC has
lamented how his wife, Grace died from breast cancer, just after 13 months of
marriage.
She died not because there were no efforts to give her
medicare, but because of her belief in religious leaders such as TB Joshua, who
preach faith healing.
Gift’s story was published Sunday by BBC.
Read the heart
rending story:
My journey to widowerhood began three years ago in an
oncologist’s office in Nigeria’s capital, Abuja.
Had my wife, Grace, followed the doctor’s advice rather than
seek the help of religious healers, I believe that she would have survived
breast cancer and still be with me and our three-year-old daughter.
She had gone for tests on a large lump on her breast and the
doctor said they had revealed that there was an “invasive carcinoma”.
I did not understand what this meant and he explained that
“the tumour is cancerous and we need to begin the process of managing it
immediately to avoid a spread”.
Grace looked fearful and weak, and I remember taking our
baby – who was then just one month old – out of her arms as I was afraid of
what she might do next.
There was a solution
But the specialist assured us that with treatment she would
survive. He advised a course of chemotherapy and then possibly a mastectomy, or
surgery to remove her breasts.
Through the fog of that day I tried to hold on to that idea
that a solution was possible and that I would still have a life with Grace, who
I had only started dating just over a year before.
We first met in the unromantic setting of a hectic bus
terminus in Abuja. She was having a row with a bus conductor who had
overcharged her for her luggage and I went over to calm the situation. We ended
up chatting on the journey and then exchanging numbers.
I was 33 at the time and feeling very lonely. As the eldest
son, I was constantly being reminded that where I come from in eastern Nigeria,
the tradition is to marry young and my junior siblings had already beaten me to
it.
Nevertheless, I waited a few months before I got back in
touch with Grace and discovered we lived close to each other. We became very
close friends and then agreed to marry.
But 13 months on from our wedding came the cancer diagnosis.
There is no free cancer treatment here and Grace’s medical
insurance would not cover the costs, so I had to make plans to borrow the
money.
In total the bill would come to 600,000 naira ($1,500;
£1,200) and I got a loan to pay for the first round of treatment.
My worst ever
decision
But on my way to the pharmacy to buy the first set of
chemotherapy drugs, Grace called to tell me that she was not going to proceed.
Rather she had faith that God would heal her.
She told me that the chemotherapy would kill the healthy
cells in the body as well as the cancerous ones, and she preferred to put her
trust in religion. It is true that the drugs can damage healthy cells, but
experts say this damage does not usually last.
I tried to convince Grace to change her mind, but it was
made up and I felt compelled to agree to seek alternative solutions – the worst
decision I ever made.
Most Nigerians are very religious and when it comes to
health issues many prefer to seek help from places of worship rather than the
hospital.
Grace’s decision to refuse chemotherapy was informed by the
advice she received from friends and family. Many here believe that it can kill
you and Grace got scared.
She did agree to have an operation to remove the tumour but
this was a temporary solution as the cancer returned in a very aggressive
manner.
Most of these healers took money and promised us miracles.
Some told her that the day she visits a hospital would be the day that she
would die”
My wife was a very strong woman and she bore the pain for
two years without seeing a doctor.
We did however visit churches and prayer centres, including
that of the famous prophet TB Joshua, yet no solution came.
Most of these healers took money and promised us miracles.
Some told her that the day she visits a hospital would be the day that she
would die.
We also explored traditional treatments, recommended by
friends and relations.
Not allowed to mention the cancer
We prayed together and did regular exercise, she took herbs
and fruits, and denied herself some other foods and yet the pain did not end.
I tried to convince to talk to a doctor, but she refused.
Even when she went to get treated for malaria in the hospital, she insisted
that I did not mention the cancer.
By June last year, it was obvious that she was losing weight
and was becoming weaker.
Then in July, her health had deteriorated so much that I had
no option other than to take her to hospital as she was struggling to breathe
and unable to stand up.
The first two hospitals where I tried to get her admitted
would not take her on, but a third one agreed to manage her case.
Tests confirmed that the cancer had spread, including to the
second breast, her lungs and her bones. And the doctor told me that there was
no treatment that could save her.
Chemotherapy was recommended to manage the situation and
Grace accepted this. But between July and November she was in and out of
hospital on a regular basis.
At times, I lived in my car that was parked in the hospital
grounds. When I woke up early in the morning, I would wash in a place hidden
from view and then dress and go to work from there.
At that point, although she was distraught herself, Grace’s
mother gave me a lot of support.
Often when I was working, the doctors would call to tell me
that Grace was having a seizure and I would have to rush to the hospital.
I fell into debt in order to pay for the hospital bills, but
I wanted to make sure that money was never going to be a reason for poor
medical treatment.
I could tell that our daughter, Princess Gold MmesomaChukwu,
who was staying at a friend’s house, was also suffering and she missed the
warmth of her mother’s embrace.
I did take her to the hospital once, but I could tell that
she was very disturbed and she was not sure how to react to the situation.
Finally, in November Grace’s painful headaches indicated
that the cancer had spread to her brain and she went into a coma and never woke
up.
She died at the age of 33.
Tasting the sweetness of marriage and then losing it like
this was very painful.
I am now lonely, depressed and find it hard to concentrate.
There are tears every day.
I started a Facebook page in Grace’s memory and to try and
raise awareness about cancer, as it seemed to me that many in Nigeria did not
know much about it.
People need to be better informed about the best means of
managing the disease and more money needs to be spent on getting this message
across to ordinary people.
I still hear stories, including that of the wife of a friend
of mine, of people refusing chemotherapy in favour of religious healing.
Yes, religion and our traditions still have a very big role
to play in our lives, but that should not come at the cost of losing a love
one.
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